Thursday, April 23, 2009

I have three wonderful children and a loving husband. I have been wanting to have another child for 9 years now.I was overwhelmed when I gave birth to my son.I let people talk me into not having anymore kids, so I had a tubal ligation.I have regretted that decision ever since.Please don't make the same mistake.You may ask why I long for another child? I just feel so strongly like I have to have another child.My oldest is turning 15 soon.My children will be gone before I know it!I am only 34 and I am not ready to be without my children.If I could keep them with me forever, I would.My husband is not understanding or sympathetic to me at all.He doesn't want anymore children, even though before we were married he said he wanted lots of them. He thinks there is something wrong with me and that I need to see a therapist.I have suffered from depression, feelings of worthlessness, unhappiness and weight gain from it.I keep praying that GOD will bless me with a baby.Either by healing me or by somehow sending us money.I have finally gotten my husband to let us try to have another baby if we can come up with the money for the tubal ligation reversal surgery.I'll need to raise 4,000 to 6,000 dollars.If anyone has any suggestions or would like to help, please post on my blog.